I never really understood the concept of an ‘online diary’. Not at all. I mean, I’ve always liked the idea of a real diary, in which you can draw, you can write using your own handwriting. It’s something better about it. Of course, we evolved, we started to create blogs. Some of them full of venom and sarcasm, some of them real books to be published, some of them really depressed or some of them that smell like spring and happiness. Read the rest of this entry »

Where is the fairy tale? I never believed when my parents were saying: “enjoy your childhood while you can, cuz later, you will face the problems and you will want to be a child again, without worries”. Why did I not listen? Nooo, I want to grow up faster, to be an adult, to do whatever I want. Really??? Why the hell did I fight for such a silly thing?! To be a big girl in a big world. Here I am. A big girl in a different country, doing a degree that I don’t really like and with no job. Yeppy, life’s good. Read the rest of this entry »

Last night it wasn’t me. I was deeply buried in my own little world which seems to be built on lovely memories and moments spent with my very best friends. As we came to a chat, me and one of my dearest friends, we’ve started to unleash so many feelings regarding events that matter, silly things that we’ve done together. All these, helped us create the most amazing two years of our existence. When you are just a teenager and you seem to have that unstoppable desire to change the world and be someone. You are not. You are just another piece of puzzle from the dry society that we live in, but nevertheless, in our eyes, we’ve been special. We will carry with us, in our hearts, them stories that made us laugh, made us cry and made us be truly happy. Read the rest of this entry »

We’re running around in circles. We’re sad, unhappy, depressed and we do not seek to break this horrible circle of vices. I was in that position and probably to a certain extend i’m still one of them people, being blue most of the bloody time. I will be a hypocrite to omit such a true fact. But today is different. I woke up like my week started today. Like my new live is about to begin. No massive changes guys, but don’t get excited for no reason. It’s not that important. Read the rest of this entry »