I remember that I used to stay in my mom’s arms and tell her how beautiful she is. I used to tell her that she has eyes of a snake. Clever, wise and full of secrets. What a funny coincidence. Now I’m the snake. I even have a lame tattoo that I love, on my wrist with the Chinese symbol of a snake. My star sign as well which represents me a lot. Read the rest of this entry »

When I was a little girl, I used to be fascinated by the piano. I was amazed. People putting so much passion, expressing their feelings in such an amazing manner. Anger, sorrow, love, peace. Just by touching a magic instrument. In this moment in time, I would give my kingdom to know how to play it. I’ll hit it that fast and full of anger. Because I’m angry, and I won’t like to scream, but I would like to sing, to play. Read the rest of this entry »

It comes to a moment in time, when you’re bored(as fuck). You realize everything is a mess. You made it happen, so obviously, no one to blame but you. And you panic. Just like me. What to do next? How the fuck should I fix everything? You stay there in your corner and think. And smoke. And drink a beer…and smoke again, and think. Fuck! Fuck! Fuck! Impossible to find the fricking solution that might make your life a bit better. Well, my dear friends and readers, I’m in shit. Beautiful, smelly crap, and to be honest I’ve got no idea whatsoever what to do. I’m stuck. Literally as well. Read the rest of this entry »

Smoking a cigarette. The great taste of menthol tickles my throat in a nice way. I’m slowly opening the curtains and starting to look away, far, far away. Nothing interesting. A big world, full of people just like me, in search of sunrise*. Smart people, stupid people, all the same. wondering around like a little army, fighting for daily shits that are meant to keep us busy, away from the real dream. Read the rest of this entry »